tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69015421795610820092024-03-05T17:32:50.886-06:00NoDak NestJoin us as we tackle life's projects of home renovation, infertility, and everyday life.Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.comBlogger37125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-73563554624177276382018-02-21T15:43:00.000-06:002018-02-21T15:43:59.554-06:00We've Moved!<div style="text-align: center;">
Well, Joe and I haven't physically moved, but the blog has. </div>
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Come visit us at <a href="http://www.birdiebeloved.com/">www.birdiebeloved.com</a>. </div>
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That's where you will find us from here on out!</div>
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Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-91094712700874355432018-02-08T12:01:00.000-06:002018-02-08T12:01:07.253-06:00It's Not Just a Door...<div class="MsoNormal">
I bet this looks like just a door to you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You may think it’s nothing special, just
another classroom door that could lead to countless classrooms across the
US.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But you would be wrong.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This particular door shows so much more than
just the opening your kids walk through everyday to learn reading and
writing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>See how the lights are still on
on the other side?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This picture was
taken last night hours after the laughter and chatter had left the
building.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Behind that door is a teacher
who is putting in their 11<sup>th</sup> hour of the day at school and still has
work to be done.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The teacher is correcting
papers from the 170 students they see each day, making sure that everyone’s
grades get entered, and pouring over the papers to try and understand what’s
working and what the students need extra help on, feeling like they themselves
have failed as a teacher when one of their students fail.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Head across
the hallway and you find another teacher just locking up their room.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They’ve been looking over state testing
scores, checking to see who is progressing and what topics need to be brushed
up on.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you head up the stairs a science
teacher is in the gym for the Science Fair.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>She unselfishly gave up her own personal time to sit with the projects
so that people could come and see them after their own workday.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>As you
drive away you can see there are a few lone lights still on in classrooms up
the hill.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And this is just one
night.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Other nights or early mornings
you will find music teachers prepping for concerts and plays, math teachers working
hard to become familiar with a new curriculum so they can teach it to the kids
and make sure they excel.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Teachers grading
papers, writing tests, making lesson plans, in meetings, working on report cards,
reading research papers, creating activities, worrying about why Susie doesn’t
seem to be herself lately or why Tommy hasn’t been turning in assignments.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They want to make sure each child knows their
worth, knows they are loved, knows they can do great things while still making
sure they know about the Constitution, and cell division, and past
participles.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>The door in
the picture mentioned above belongs to a 5<sup>th</sup> grade classroom.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The teacher behind that door is my
husband.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The teacher across the hall and
up the stairs are my coworkers, the lights on in classrooms up the hill belong
to my friends, and the teachers you will find all over the US are my mother, my
aunts and uncles, my grandparents, brothers-in-law, neighbors and cousins.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have watched first-hand my entire life the
love and dedication that is poured out of teachers over so many young
minds.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have seen the tears of frustration
and the tears of joy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Teaching is not
for the faint of heart.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>To all the
teachers out there who are feeling exhausted, spread-thin, wondering if you’re
doing anything right or making a difference at all, please know that
you.are.amazing.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
You are doing some of the most noble work that all too often
is underappreciated and for what it’s worth, I appreciate you and what you
do.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="background: white; color: #222222; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">“A good
teacher is like a candle – it consumes itself to light the way for others.”</span><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-77246390229778792992017-12-20T11:19:00.001-06:002017-12-20T15:00:24.500-06:00"It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year"...But I Don't Feel That Way<div class="MsoNormal">
“It’s the most wonderful time of the year.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At least that’s what the popular Christmas
song tells me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The lyrics of this
Christmas classic go on to tell of ‘kids jingle belling’ and ‘everyone telling
you be of good cheer’. “It’s the hap-happiest season of all.”<o:p></o:p></div>
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Can I be honest?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Bah-hum-bug.
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can hear you all now… <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">“What a scrooge!”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></i>Trust me, I feel like a scrooge.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But let me explain.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Christmas has always been my favorite holiday.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We used to gather with my entire extended
family at my aunt and uncle’s place on the lake.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The time spent there would be filled with ice
skating, and cooking, and talking, and eating (<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">so. much. eating.), </i>and card games until the early hours of the
morning.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We would come home from church
and eat meatballs, the cousins would all put on our matching pajamas from
Grandma, and everyone would pile around the big Christmas tree while we opened
presents, always in order from youngest to oldest, one by one until all had
been opened.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Some of my most favorite
memories of my childhood are tied to those activities.<o:p></o:p></div>
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But it’s been awhile since we had a Christmas like
that.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s not a bad thing necessarily,
it’s just different now.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Family members
have moved far away, we’ve lost a precious aunt and grandma isn’t here
anymore.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The cousins have grown up, some
in college, some married, and some having kids of their own.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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The thing is, I thought I’d be apart of the group “having
kids of their own” this year.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A year ago
today was our first and only frozen embryo transfer. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can recall that day with crystal clear
precision.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>How I felt when I woke up
that morning, what I ate for breakfast at the diner we went to, anxiously
waiting in the procedure room, taking one last picture with Joe as ‘just the
two of us’, driving home but making sure we stopped by McDonalds first for some
salty french fries (infertility superstition hocus-pocus), and the 3 days of
bed rest that followed.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The Christmas season is hard for infertiles.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s a time of conflicting emotions because
everyone seems to be filled with holiday cheer and you know you should be too,
but you just. can’t. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s the little
things.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You’re at a holiday party and
someone starts flipping through pictures on their phone of when they took their
kids to see Santa last week and little Tommy cried the entire time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Or you receive the Christmas cards from
people you don’t really talk to and it’s their kids’ faces plastered all over
the front of it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Or when you gather for
Christmas and you’re the only one without kids running around.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Christmas is a definitive marker of another year gone
by.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Another year of hope that has passed
and it becomes easier to believe that every Christmas will be like this…childless.
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Looking back I wish we would not have
done our transfer so incredibly close to Christmas.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This year it seems to be consuming me, the
reminders of what was happening a year ago.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
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after Christmas.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Those hopes just like a
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By no means am I saying that Christmas celebrations shouldn’t
happen because those struggling with infertility and loss are sad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Please do not take it that way.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But maybe this can be a reminder that the
holidays are hard for some people, and that’s ok.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Some will be celebrating Christmas this year
without a loved one for the first time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Some are missing someone they lost years ago.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Some have suffered great loss this past year,
some had high hopes that this Christmas would be different and it’s just not.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Some have suffered a miscarriage or pregnancy
loss and the thought of celebrating anything at all seems unthinkable.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Allow these people the grace to grieve.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Use this holiday season as the opportunity to
show God’s love to those grieving in a very real way.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The holidays are tough…be the one to remind
her that she is tougher.<o:p></o:p></div>
Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-64996310839157644202017-11-17T12:26:00.001-06:002017-12-20T15:05:51.015-06:00Small Steps Lead to Big Goals<div class="MsoNormal" style="mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">
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<span style="color: #242424; font-family: Arial;">The day we
announced to you all that we are adopting was National Adoption Day. It
was part coincidence and part planned. I had been working on the Birdie
Beloved website for awhile and wanted to get it out as soon as possible so
people could shop for Christmas. Everyone buys Christmas gifts and I
can’t be the only one who is a sucker for a handmade personalized one. I
thought it would be the perfect jumpstart our fundraising needs.</span></div>
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I’d be lying if I said the financial aspect of adoption doesn’t stress me out
to the max. The thought of having to save potentially over half of our
annual income gives me the nervous sweats and makes the room start to
spin. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Domestic private adoptions typically range from $32,000-$50,000. (There are
factors and situations that can cause it to be below or above that range. We
know this. <i>read: foster care</i>) If you read my blog post about ‘Things Not
to Say to People Struggling with Infertility’ you may remember one of them was
“Why don’t you just adopt?”. Adoption isn’t cheap ya’ll. This adoption
will cost us well over double what our IVF treatments did. The financial
aspect of adoption is enough to keep most people from adopting. No more
than 2% of Americans have adopted a child even though over a third of the
population has considered it. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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I don’t share this information to say “Look at us! Look at the money we are
spending!”. I worry often about what people think since we asked for
everyone’s help just over a year ago. Trust me, that is not lost on
us. I worry people will think we’re begging or that we should just figure
it out on our own. I’ve heard more than once the thoughts of those who
believe if a couple can’t afford adoption, then they can’t afford to care for
the child and therefore shouldn’t be allowed to have children at all.
That’s about enough to make my head explode…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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I share it because I want people to understand that adoption is amazing, but
it’s a huge decision for so many different reasons. I share it because I
want friends and family to understand that if we aren’t able to go on trips
with you, or buy big presents, or go out to dinner with you, or if we have to
pick and choose which of your children’s fundraisers we are able to
support. It’s not because we are trying to be rude or selfish. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #242424; font-family: Arial;">I share
because we are trying and wanting and longing to bring a child into our family
so we can go on a family trip with your family, so our child can get super
excited to give their best friend that big birthday present they’ve been saving
their allowance for. I share so one day we can go out to dinner and
probably be that family whose kids make a mess all over the floor and have a
meltdown in the middle of the restaurant because a rogue piece of lettuce
touched their french fry. And gosh darn it I want to send my kids after
you to buy cookie dough, and Christmas trees, and frozen pizza and whatever the
next ButterBraid fad will be so they can go on the youth group trip with your
kiddos.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #242424; font-family: Arial;">I share it
because I believe it takes a village to raise a child, we just need our village
a little sooner or longer than some. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #242424; font-family: Arial;">Our big goal
is just that…big. To make things more manageable (calm my stress levels)
our first goal is $4000. This will allow us to submit our application and
officially contract with the agency we have chosen to help.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #242424; font-family: Arial;">We would
love for you to visit our site <a href="http://www.birdiebeloved.com/"><span style="color: #fc2e38; text-decoration: none; text-underline: none;">www.birdiebeloved.com</span></a><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #242424; font-family: Arial;">There will
be new items showing up in the next week or so, keep your eyes open for those!
Have a custom idea in mind? Perfect! Send us a message, email, or contact
us through the website to see if we can help you out. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #242424; font-family: Arial;">Everything you
do to help us, no matter how big or how small, plays a significant role in
helping to #BringHomeBirdie . You are literally helping to change a life
and we think you’re pretty awesome for that. We can’t wait to tell Birdie
about you!</span><span style="font-family: Arial;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-21326642728625692382017-05-14T06:00:00.000-05:002017-05-14T06:00:00.650-05:00Maybe Next Year<div class="MsoNormal">
The sunrise this morning marked the close of another
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this day would be different.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You wished on every star that this morning you would be awoken by a small kick from the little one growing inside you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You would get up and your husband would have
breakfast waiting on the table. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You
would find the flowers and the card he picked out late last night because he’s never had to do this before but he wanted to make sure this first
one was special.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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You would get ready for church, having to wear that cute
dress you’ve been saving for the day you’d finally have a bump to show
off.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The pastor would speak
about the infamous mothers in the Bible…Sarah, Rebekah, Mary.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Children would hand out flowers to all the
mothers as the congregation left the sanctuary, and for the first time, you get one.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
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Your husband would drive the two (three) of you over to
a family members house for lunch.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>People
would rub your belly and gush over your pregnancy glow, making bets on ‘blue’
or ‘pink’ and lobbying for their favorite names.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You would roll your eyes as your aunt pushes
for some ridiculous family name for the 300<sup>th</sup> time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But deep down your heart is bursting with
joy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These are the moments you had
longed for for years.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Every doctor
visit, every procedure, every poke, prod, shot, and blood draw was necessary to
get you to this point.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You did it.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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But that’s not how this morning went, is it?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You laid in bed waiting for your alarm
clock.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>No need for it, you had been
awake for the last hour after another vivid dream of a little one
kicking in your belly woke you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The sunlight peeks around the curtains as you pull the covers over your head.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You’re not ready to face the day, especially
not this one.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There’s a deep emotional ache
that you can’t seem to get rid of.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The
pain is almost palpable that it’s keeping you from falling back asleep so you grab your phone to make a post
about your own mother.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You scroll
through your newsfeed looking at the pictures of everyone with their moms and
their own children, reading the exclamations of love.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You come across a different kind of post,
someone excited to announce they’re celebrating this day for a whole new reason
this year.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You’re happy for them but
immediately click ‘unfollow’, adding them to the list of friends whose pregnancy
posts and baby pictures are just too painful.<o:p></o:p></div>
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You pull yourself out of bed to head downstairs for
breakfast even though you’re not that hungry.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Sitting on the table are the card and flowers you bought for your mom
late last night because even though this day is incredibly hard, you still want your mom to know you love her. You had planned on meeting family for church but are considering cancelling... too many triggers at church like when they hand out the flowers and once again you don’t
get one.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In fact, there’s probably a
pretty good chance you won’t leave the house at all today.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The past year was full of doctor visits, procedures, pokes, prods, shots, and blood draws and all you have to show for it are scars and a broken heart.</div>
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<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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Your feelings of pain and guilt, shame and sadness are valid.
They’re real and they are understood.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Not by everyone, but I get it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And
although it feels like you will drown in your tears before you find happiness, know you’re not in this alone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> We are warriors, some of the strongest people will ever know. And</span> tomorrow we’ll pick ourselves up and press forward with the hope that maybe next year this day will be different... <o:p></o:p></div>
Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-68282641435846839032017-04-25T06:00:00.000-05:002017-04-25T08:43:50.159-05:00What Not to Say<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "arial";">I</span><span style="font-family: inherit;">t’s National Infertility
Awareness Week. I understand that most
people won’t post about it or share advocacy pictures, which is fine. But if you take anything away from this week,
I hope it’s the info I’m about to share.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Dealing with infertility is
awful.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It wreaks havoc on your emotions,
your body, your relationships, and your bank account.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>While there often isn’t a lot that others can
do to make it better, there are definitely things people do to make it
worse.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Most people don't know what to
say, so they wind up saying the wrong thing, which only makes the journey so
much harder for their loved ones. Knowing what not to say is half of the battle
to providing support.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">With help from resolve.org and other bloggers, here are a few things you should never say to a childless couple.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>“When are you two going to start having kids?” and
EVERY.SINGLE.VARIATION of this question.</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">This is rage inducing for so many reasons.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Not only have you created this awkward
situation of me either </span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">A. informing you that I am infertile and watching you
squirm as you now don’t know what to say </span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">B. Informing you that this is a highly
inappropriate question and risk offending you </span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">or C. Me simply smiling and
saying ‘I'm not sure’ while later silently kicking myself about how I could have used it
as a learning experience for someone who didn’t know any better.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I have no clue when we’re going to have kids.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If it was up to me, it would have started 3
years ago. We’ve paid highly qualified doctors thousands of dollars to help us
answer that question and still no luck.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Not to mention the couples that don’t want kids and now they’re left
with trying to decide how to answer so you don’t judge them.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I understand this question is usually asked with the best of
intentions but just don’t ask this question. <u><i><b>EVER.</b></i><b><o:p></o:p></b></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #0f2839;"><b>Don't Tell Them to Relax</b></span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Couples who are able to
conceive after a few months of "relaxing" are not infertile. By
definition, a couple is not diagnosed as "infertile" until they have
tried unsuccessfully to become pregnant for a full year. In fact, most
infertility specialists will not treat a couple for infertility until they have
tried to become pregnant for a year. This year weeds out the people who aren't
infertile but truly just need to "relax." Those that remain are truly
infertile.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Comments such as
"just relax" or "try going on vacation" create even more
stress for the infertile couple, particularly the woman. The woman feels like
she is doing something wrong when, in fact, there is a good chance that there
is a physical problem preventing her from becoming pregnant.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Infertility is a diagnosable
medical problem that must be treated by a doctor, and even with treatment, many
couples will NEVER successfully conceive a child. Would you tell someone with
cancer to ‘just relax’ and they’ll be cured?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>Don’t complain to me about
your pregnancy.</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I get it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You’re nauseous.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Your ankles are swollen, your back hurts, and
you’re tired all the time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But to
someone who wants to be pregnant and have a child more than anything in the
entire world, she would gladly welcome those symptoms.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You’re entitled to complain, pregnancy is
hard, just don’t do it to anyone that is struggling to conceive.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>Everything Happens for a
Reason</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I agree with this statement…to
an extent.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Tell me what the reason is
that I have to pay tens of thousands of dollars for the CHANCE of starting a
family while the 16 year-old down the street has sex for the first time and
winds up pregnant.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Or the drug-addict
who has no business procreating yet they keep popping out one after another
that they don’t or can’t care for.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Or the
reason that so many one-night-stands result in unwanted children but my husband
and I have tried relentlessly for three years and nothing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Tell me the reason my body is broken but
yours is fine.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">So while you may believe “everything
happens for a reason”, it is not a helpful phrase to use when it comes to
infertility.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We want you to be angry
with us and to agree about how unfair this is.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>Why Don’t You Just Adopt?</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">There is nothing ‘just’
about adoption.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes, it’s a great way
for infertile people to become parents, but it’s not for everyone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There is a grieving process that you must go
through, grieving the loss of the baby with Daddy’s eyes and Mommy’s nose.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You must decide if you can love a “stranger’s
baby”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You must decide how or if you can
come up with the large amount of money most adoptions cost.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You have to answer questions about what race
you’re willing to accept or what medical problems you will be able to handle, things
you would never have had to consider if you conceived on your own. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #1f1f1f;">And if we do
start talking about adoption? Don’t suggest that we foster, instead, because
it’s free and there are so many unwanted children. Fostering is completely
different than adoption, which is completely different than pregnancy. All are
wonderful, but different. Remember that.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>Trying to protect my feelings
when it comes to your pregnancy.</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I completely understand your
thinking on this one of trying to protect me, but there are a few things that
all women suffering from infertility want you to understand.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When you keep the announcement of your
pregnancy from me, you’re excluding me because of this thing I can’t
control.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You’ve automatically put me in
one more club that I don’t want to be apart of all because of my inability to
have a baby, and I didn’t even have a say in it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If we’re good enough friends that I cross
your mind not to tell, we’re probably good enough friends that you can tell me
1:1 or shoot me a quick text or Facebook message to tell me that you’re
pregnant, you wanted me to know, and you understand if your news causes me
mixed emotions.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I promise it’s
completely possible to be extremely excited for someone else while being
extremely sad for yourself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You may not
get that, but anyone who has struggled with infertility knows that’s a very
real and common occurrence.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">A few extras…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Why don’t you try IVF?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Is it him or you?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Maybe it’s not meant to be.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">It could be worse.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I know a friend who adopted,
and then got pregnant!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Maybe that’s all
it takes!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I know how you feel!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We tried for 4 (5, 6, 7…) months to get
pregnant!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">You can have my kids if you
want!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">You’ll understand when you’re
a mom.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">It’ll happen once you stop
trying.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Enjoy this extra time you
have for traveling, your career, etc.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Have you tried ‘this vitamin’,
‘eating this’, ‘this procedure’?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">So what do you say?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">-Let them know that you care. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">-Do your research. Read up about
infertility so you don’t stick your foot in your mouth.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">-Ask them what they need.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">-Support their decision to stop treatment. No couple can endure infertility treatments forever. At some point,
they will stop. This is an agonizing decision to make, and it involves even
more grief. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none; tab-stops: 11.0pt .5in; text-autospace: none;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">-Remember them on Mother's and Father’s Day. With all of the activity on Mother's Day and
Father’s Day, people tend to forget about those who cannot become mothers and
fathers. Remember your infertile friends on these days; they will appreciate
knowing that you haven't forgotten them.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">-Support us but don’t offer advice unless you've been there. We've heard it all and already tried most of it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">We understand that 99% of
the time, those questions are asked with the best of intentions, not meaning to
cause harm. But they do. And the only way we can eliminate the
unnecessary pain is by starting the conversation and bringing the topic of
infertility out into the open. It shouldn’t
be something that’s hidden away or anything to feel shameful about. Check out infertilityawareness.org or
resolve.org for more info on how to handle infertility. The good ol' Google machine can be very helpful as well...</span></div>
Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-87273127153022154072017-03-09T12:23:00.000-06:002017-12-20T15:20:21.522-06:00#InfertilitySucks<div class="MsoNormal">
I don’t even know how to explain what I’ve been feeling the
past 24 hours.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I feel like my emotions
have taken me on a rickety old roller coaster ride.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The kind that should be shut down and
demolished because it’s broken and has thrown someone off.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I feel like that someone.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Rewind a few months. December.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We had just learned that our first, last, and
only round of IVF had failed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We met
with our doctor, Dr. C, after the new year to follow-up about what may have
gone wrong and what to do next.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Dr. C is amazing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>He’s funny and kind and endearing and always makes you feel comfortable
even though you’re often in very uncomfortable situations.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He sat down across the table and looked at
me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Looked into me is probably more like
it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He asked me, “Would you go through
this again?”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That was a loaded
question.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There was a lot of money, and
doctor visits, and hours in the car, and blood draws, and shots, and hospital
stays, and pain, and procedures, and heartbreak, so much heartbreak, behind
that question.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But I answered
“Yes”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Of course I would go through it
all again if it meant finally having our child.<o:p></o:p></div>
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He then told us something I never expected to hear.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“I wouldn’t put you through this again”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Apparently our numbers were way worse than we
had thought.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>28 eggs to 11 fertilized
was bad and going from 11 embryos to 1 was terrible.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I asked if this is just something that
happens or if there was a reason.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He
told us with numbers like that and how most of my eggs looked after retrieval
that it’s my eggs that are the problem.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>He asked if my mother smoked while she was pregnant with me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I thought that was an odd question.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I told him that I’m adopted, but I remembered
reading in my adoption paperwork that my birthmom smoked during her first two
trimesters.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He said mothers smoking
during pregnancy has been suspected to be linked to poor egg quality in their
baby girls.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This whole process had been
doomed from the start but there was no way of knowing that until we went
through it.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I slowly started to feel my dream slipping away.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He proceeded to tell us that he feels our
next best option would be an egg donor.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>There is no reason to believe that I can’t get pregnant, it’s just that
my eggs will never get us there.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So it
would be someone else’s egg and Joe’s sperm but I would carry the child.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Joe’s biological child but not mine.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The more I think about that, the more I think I would feel
like ‘the other woman’.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Which I know
isn’t true, but somewhere deep down I worry that it would bother me knowing that
our child is part their father but not part me…that I would feel left out.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Infertility stirs up so many thoughts and
emotions that you never knew existed inside of you and often times they don’t
make a bit of sense.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I think in order
for me to ever be 100% ok with an egg donor, I will need to go through the
entire grieving process.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Grieving for
the children that have my eyes and Joe’s curly hair, equal parts of both of us,
that will never exist.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It can be a hard
thing to change your mindset from something you just always assumed would be.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’ve had people suggest surrogacy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This isn’t an option because it’s my eggs
that are the problem, not my uterus.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
wouldn’t have an embryo for you to carry.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’ve had women offer to donate their eggs.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is so incredibly selfless, and I’m so
grateful to those that have offered, but I don’t think I could do that.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For me personally, it brings up those same
feelings of being the ‘other woman’.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>That the child would be my husband’s and my friend’s love child or something
weird like that.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The thoughts are
irrational and ridiculous…I know this, but that doesn’t stop them from creeping
into the corners of my mind.<o:p></o:p></div>
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So what’s next for us?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>We haven’t come to a final decision but some sort of adoption will be
our next step most likely- embryo adoption or infant adoption.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Couples that go through IVF successfully have
the option to donate any embryos they won’t carry themselves instead of having
them destroyed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Couples that are in our
situation can then adopt those embryos to be carried by the adoptive mother or
a surrogate.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There is roughly a 2 year
waiting list for embryo adoption through our clinic, not to mention the large price tag.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Infant adoption through an
agency also carries a hefty price tag with an average around $30,000 and a multiple year
waiting list.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Both of these options come
with mounds of paper work, background checks, and home studies so someone can
decide if we would be good parents…don’t even get me started on how I feel
about all of that malarkey.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I had been handling all of these new decisions pretty well
for the past couple months…until last night.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I was scrolling through Facebook and I came across a friend’s pregnancy
announcement.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Pregnancy announcements
always sting a little but I’ve learned to weather them pretty well.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s taken me a long time to even be able to
click ‘like’ on those posts, but I ‘liked’ this announcement and kept
scrolling.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Another friend’s pregnancy
announcement. Wow, two in one night, that hasn’t happened in a long time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The sting turned into more of a burn but I
moved on.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There it was, a third
announcement.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I felt like life was
playing a cruel joke on me and the burn became a searing pain that was slowly
but surely ripping open all of the wounds that I’d been so carefully stitching
up the past few months.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I made a post on
Instagram with the hashtag of #InfertilitySucks and I fought back tears. And
then my phone beeped.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A Facebook
message.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was from a friend who has
been struggling with infertility as well.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>She wanted to share with me a Facebook post she has been working on
before it went live.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The post talked
about how they had been doctoring and struggling with infertility and how it’s
a very real and scary thing for so many couples.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And then, right there at the end, there it
was.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Their pregnancy announcement.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Number 4 of the evening.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I am so happy for them.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I know all too well the pain, and the money, and the fight that has gone
into bringing that little one into the world. Many times people avoid telling
those struggling with infertility the exciting news that they’re expecting
because they don’t want to hurt your feelings. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You start to feel like you’re being shut out
of people’s lives because of this thing you have no control over.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s one more club you’re not allowed in.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Which is why I’m so thankful she felt
comfortable enough to tell me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wish
nothing but happiness for her, she deserves it more than most.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The conversation ended and I couldn’t hold it in
anymore.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The last stitch broke and my
heart completely ripped apart.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I cried
uncontrollably as the emotions washed over me for the first time in months.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>All that ran through my mind was “WHY?!?”
over and over and over.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I texted to see
if my mom was still awake and she gave me a call.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My parents walked this same road 30 years
ago, with Dr. C actually, so I knew she would know exactly how I was
feeling.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was on the phone with her for
45 minutes as she listened to me cry the same tears she cried many years
ago.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She spoke wise words that only a
mother can, I calmed down, and we said goodnight.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Today is rough.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had
to drag myself out of bed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I want to
curl up in a ball on the couch but that can’t happen. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So I’ll take today to be sad and then tomorrow
start re-stitching those old wounds.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
know those won’t be the last tears I cry over our situation, but I hope that
the time between them grows larger and the wounds grow smaller.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We don’t know what our future holds, but He
does.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In a world of so many
uncertainties, that is the one thing I know for sure.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Your prayers are still coveted and your friendships still
needed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Thank you for walking this
journey alongside us as we still try to #BringHomeBirdie.<o:p></o:p></div>
Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-31393698780820522042017-01-10T14:12:00.000-06:002017-01-18T13:34:14.738-06:00Hope and HeartbreakI've wanted to pour my heart out on paper for what feels like an eternity, but I didn't have slightest idea where to start. How does one go about putting into words their hopes and dreams, excitement, anxiousness, happiness? And how do you then give justice to the immensity of your heartbreak and truly portray what it's like to be emotionally chewed up and spit out? I don't think it's possible. But I can try.<br />
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The days leading up to transfer on December 20th were filled with many emotions. It's an odd feeling knowing there is a life you and your spouse have created waiting for you, frozen, in a lab someplace. 125 cells that you hope with all your heart will grow into the cutest baby with mom's eyes and dad's curly hair. <br />
When transfer day came we both were excited but calm. It wasn't until we were finishing up breakfast at a local diner and left for the clinic that it hit me. I became increasingly nervous as we drove the short distance to our clinic. You are deliberately about to go do something that will change your lives forever...no matter what the outcome. Thank God the clinic has you take a Valium. They say it's to relax you so you don't think about the full bladder you have for the procedure. I think it has everything to do with the fact that a team of eight+ doctors and nurses and embryologists are about to shoot this little life back into you that you've spent the last four months of your life painstakingly creating and then hoping it wasn't all for nothing...how are you 'not supposed to worry about it'??<br />
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Transfer went perfectly is what we were told. The embryo was hatching nicely, it looked great and had a very good grade. Embryos are graded for their quality and ours was practically an A+. There wasn't any physical reason that this shouldn't work. I had to lie down in the procedure room for a bit before we were allowed to leave. We went home and I was on bedrest for the next few days. My doctors wanted my body to not worry about anything other than helping the embryo stick.<br />
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I was so thankful that this all happened right before Christmas. We obviously had a decent break from school but the excitement and activities that come along with Christmas kept my mind occupied, for the most part, for the nine day waiting period. We were to be back at the clinic on the 29th for our beta blood test to determine if we were finally pregnant. I broke down the day before my blood test and took a home pregnancy test. If you've gone through infertility you know that you examine those tests every which way possible, holding them right up to the light, using your phone's flashlight, taking a picture and flipping it to negative to see if you see a difference...it's crazy, I'm well aware. I didn't have to do any of that with this test. It was so completely negative the blankness was almost blinding. <br />
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I had done enough 'research' on Google to know that it wasn't unheard of for women to get a negative HPT (home pregnancy test) but then a positive beta blood test. I had a mini breakdown. There should have been well over enough HCG in my system by now to register a positive on that stupid stick. But I still held out hope that I was going to be the exception, not the rule. I prayed there was still a chance that my blood test would come back positive tomorrow.<br />
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We went into the clinic the next morning, had my blood drawn, and the IVF nurse told me that they consider anything over 5 (HCG level) as positive. If you know anything about HPTs you know that 5 is an awfully low number for those to even be able to detect. My hope was boosted a little more. I boldly prayed for what I wanted. I begged God to let that test come back positive as I know so many friends and family had prayed for as well. <br />
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The nurse told me that the test results would show up in my online chart that afternoon before a doctor would have a chance to call me. We went to lunch, ran some errands, and headed off to Menards while I neurotically checked my phone for the email from the clinic telling me a new test result was waiting. It finally came. Around 2 PM that afternoon my phone dinged with THE email. I was going to be patient and wait until we were home or alone or at least not in the sink aisle of Menards to open up my chart and look. I guess I had used up all my patience the last four months and I couldn't wait any longer. I logged in and opened up the test result. <br />
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HCG level: <1<br />
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Less than 1. The embryo had never stuck. My body had completely rejected it.<br />
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I showed Joe. "See, I told you it didn't work" I told him just as I had after yesterday's HPT. We stood there in the sink aisle of Menards as I tried my hardest not to lose it. I tried to feel nothing, to shut off my emotions and finish picking out the stupid faucet for the stupid sink for the stupid bathroom we were remodeling. <br />
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To be honest, I don't really remember much of the rest of that day or the day that followed. I remember driving my own car home and having a very loud and long chat with God. I remember waking up the next morning and thinking <i>I need to say something about this on Facebook. A lot of people have been following and supporting us through this. If I was them, I'd want to know. </i><br />
Plus I knew if we didn't let people know, we would be fielding questions in the next few days of "So!! Are you pregnant?!" and I knew I didn't want to rip off the bandaid each time someone asked.<br />
I remember getting texts, and messages, and phone calls from people who had seen my post about our news, and I ignored most of them. I wasn't ready to talk to anyone. I wasn't ready to respond to the barrage of "I'm so sorry", "There is a plan", "Everything happens for a reason", "Have you thought about adoption?" and every other ridiculous thing people were saying. That could be another LONG post all on its own...and it most likely will be. <b>*Please understand that we do really appreciate the kind words and sentiments that you all offered. It's just that in the moment, grief and anger make you think and feel so many different things.*</b><br />
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The heartbreak, the anger, the pain, being so confused and at a loss at what to do next are still very real a week and a half later. It hits at random times and I find myself fighting back tears like I'm back in that aisle of Menards all over again. The feeling of "WHY?!" often brings me to my knees in tears and my arms ache from their emptiness. I'm tired of being strong, I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of fighting back the feelings that we have been forgotten.<br />
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Infertility has got to be one of the most unfair lots in life and I truly wouldn't wish it upon anyone. But through it all I'm thankful for the people who reached out, some we knew and many we didn't, with kind words, and prayers, and "Hey, we're thinking about you!". I'm thankful for my husband, a man who doesn't wear his heart on his sleeve, but has somehow spoken the right words when I've needed them. I know this has caused his heart to hurt, but he seems to be weathering it all better than I. I'm so thankful for his strength when I've had none.<br />
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We aren't completely sure what our next step will be. Yes, we have thought about all of our options. Anyone who has gone through infertility knows every option and I promise there isn't anything you could suggest that we haven't already thought of. I say this as lovingly as I possibly can...if you haven't gone down the ugly path of infertility yourself, I would discourage you from trying to give what you think is advice to those who are in the depths of it. We don't want advice, we don't need your ideas or suggestions, we just really need your love. And maybe a good hug.<br />
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We are coping and life goes on...it has to. We have a follow-up appointment with our doctors on Friday to discuss what may have gone wrong and where we should go from here. It's been hard but we have truly enjoyed bringing you all along on this journey. We'd love to have you keep going with us as we continue to try and #BringHomeBirdie.<br />
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<br />Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-73460232365293750242016-10-12T15:22:00.000-05:002017-01-11T11:33:05.104-06:00Making a Baby is Fun?<div class="MsoNormal">
Making a baby is supposed to fun.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Or at least the practicing is supposed to be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That’s what most people think, right?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This process has proven to be the exact
opposite and today is no exception.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I had an appointment this morning for another
ultrasound and more bloodwork to monitor my follicles and my hormone
levels.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Everything is so scientific and
timed perfectly so I’ve been going back for check-ups practically every other
day so they can keep a close eye on me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I can almost make the drive to and from Fargo with my eyes closed. <o:p></o:p></div>
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The medications that I’m on are really quite amazing to
me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The first week I was on two shots that
encouraged multiple follicles with eggs to grow.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Like I said I was closely monitored so they
could watch the progression and growth of said follicles.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Once a good number of them reached a
substantial size, I added another shot to keep me from ovulating.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was also around this time that you’re
banned from…’practicing’…unless you want to risk having 8 eight kids.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>To be honest, in the world of infertility
when you are doctoring, there is a lot of NO SEX orders when you’re trying to
make a baby.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Odd, right?<o:p></o:p></div>
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Our doctors had told me I was a model patient as they
checked my ultrasounds and measurements and labs.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was responding perfectly, textbook you
might say.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have about 24 follicles
which is a great number.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But just
because there is a follicle, doesn’t mean there is an egg inside of it and there’s
no way of knowing that until my surgery on Friday when they take them out. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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At my appointment this morning the doctor mentioned I am at
risk for something called OHSS, or Ovarian Hyper-Stimulation Syndrome.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Remember how I said I was such a good patient
and responded so well which resulted in 24 follicles?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s kind of a blessing and a curse.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Obviously the more follicles you have, the
greater chance that there will be a higher number of eggs giving you a better
chance for a successful pregnancy, but it’s also causing my estradiol
(estrogen) levels to sky rocket.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Usually
that high estradiol number is an indicator there are a lot of mature eggs which
is great news as well but it’s also an indicator that you’re at risk for
OHSS.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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After getting back to work this morning, I received a phone
call to tell me all of that^ and then was informed that I need to pick up two
new medications at the pharmacy back in Fargo tonight.<o:p></o:p></div>
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When I ordered all of my meds a few weeks ago an HCG trigger
shot was sent as well.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This trigger shot
is to be taken at an EXACT time a day and a half before your egg retrieval
surgery (not kidding, my order from the doctor says to take it at 11:59 PM
exactly).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This shot ‘triggers’ ovulation
so you ovulate right before the procedure occurs. HCG also happens to play a
role in causing OHSS.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The doctor
obviously doesn’t want to give me a surge of HCG under current circumstances so
one of the new medications will do the job instead.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The second medication is to help reduce the
effects of OHSS.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’m not even sure I followed all of that so if you made it
down to this point, kudos to you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Our egg retrieval surgery is scheduled for Friday
morning.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Same rules apply to this
procedure as to any other surgery i.e. no eating or drinking after midnight, no
makeup, no contacts, can’t drive after, etc.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>BUT for this surgery neither Joe, or myself, or any of the doctors or
nurses are allowed to shower in the morning, wear deodorant, use lotions,
perfumes, or anything scented.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The eggs
and eventually embryos are EXTREMELY sensitive to smells (weird, right?!?)
which can damage them so everyone in the clinic that day is au natural.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Gross.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Side notes I found interesting:<o:p></o:p></div>
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-It’s ‘IVF Week’ at the clinic this week.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I feel like we all should get t-shirts or
something.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Each month our clinic
services anywhere from 5-10 couples going through some aspect of IVF and it all
culminates to procedures occurring during this ‘IVF Week’.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The limited number of couples each month also
results in some pretty long waiting lists to start IVF.<o:p></o:p></div>
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-Our clinic has one Embryologist and one in training.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It takes roughly 6 years of additional
training beyond your college degree to become a full-fledged Embryologist.<o:p></o:p></div>
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-With everything that occurs during IVF Week, an Embryologist
flies in from Florida to assist in the lab for the week to help with the fertilization
and growing of everyone’s embryos.<o:p></o:p></div>
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So here is a simplified timeline of what’s coming:<o:p></o:p></div>
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-Drive back to Fargo tonight and pick up new meds<o:p></o:p></div>
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-Take trigger shot tonight at 11:59 PM<o:p></o:p></div>
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-start additional med to combat OHSS <o:p></o:p></div>
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-keep fingers crossed OHSS doesn’t occur (it’s terribly
painful and can have scary side-effects)<o:p></o:p></div>
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-Go in Friday morning for egg retrieval!! <o:p></o:p></div>
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-The lab will then fertilize the eggs and monitor them for five
days<o:p></o:p></div>
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-After the five days see how many embryos made it to
blastocysts and are healthy enough to freeze<o:p></o:p></div>
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-healthy blasts are frozen for a couple months<o:p></o:p></div>
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-After a couple months we go back and have two embryos put
back in and PRAY AT LEAST ONE STICKS!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>(We wait a couple months to let my body recover and give my hormones a chance
to return to normal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Success rates are
higher when mama’s not crazy ;) )<o:p></o:p></div>
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We are able to freeze our embryos for pretty much as long as
we want for when we’re ready to try for more children after or if this round
doesn’t work. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There have been children
born from embryos frozen for over 12 years!!!! That’s so crazy! If we have any
embryos left after we are done having kids in the future, we are able to donate
our embryos for adoption.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It works much
like a normal adoption but I’ll go into that in a different post some other
time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This takes out the pressure of choosing
a number to fertilize as Joe and I do not believe for moral and religious
reasons in destroying the embryos.<o:p></o:p></div>
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For those of you who are willing to pray for us, here is
what we need you to pray for right now:<o:p></o:p></div>
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</span></span></span><!--[endif]-->That Amanda does not develop OHSS<o:p></o:p></div>
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</span></span></span><!--[endif]-->That surgery is successful on Friday and the
doctors are able to retrieve a good number of eggs<o:p></o:p></div>
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number grow to be healthy by Day 5 to freeze<o:p></o:p></div>
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Our heads are spinning, our minds are racing, and we’re
trying to keep anxiety levels to a minimum as we take this one day at a
time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We so appreciate those of you who
have offered support along the way and continue to do so.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is a long and trying journey but we are
hoping it’s all worth it when we are able to #BringHomeBirdie !<o:p></o:p></div>
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Joe and Amanda<o:p></o:p></div>
Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-46166675469994526532016-09-09T12:15:00.000-05:002016-09-09T12:15:05.372-05:00#BringHomeBirdie<div class="MsoNormal">
I’m assuming that the majority of you that are here came
from Facebook where we recently made a post about starting IVF.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had mentioned that you could head over to
our blog to learn more about our story so here it goes…<o:p></o:p></div>
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I remember the first time I met Joe.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was 10 years ago. We were freshmen at
Jamestown College.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Myself and some of my
volleyball team were out causing mischief with the football players on campus,
and by mischief I mean we were throwing pinecones at their dorm windows and then
scampering away. Joe’s window happened to be our particular target and after a
few rounds of ammo he came running into the courtyard to find who was to
blame.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As my teammates and I were
nonchalantly walking away there came busting through the doors this tall, curly
headed guy that almost ran us over.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“Oh
sorry! Hi! My name is Joe, I’m from Blaine, MN.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And that was it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That was the beginning of the rest of my life
with that cute curly headed boy from Blaine.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Fast forward 7 years to a quaint farmstead in Barnesville
named The Vintage Garden.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We said our I
do’s beneath the oak trees, dined under the tent, danced like crazy in the
hayloft, and partied the night away with some of our closest friends and
family.<o:p></o:p></div>
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We lived the next year within the blissful newlywed
glow.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We enjoyed being in our first
house together, getting used to being called a Mr. or Mrs., and didn’t put much
thought to trying to have kids.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If it
happened, awesome.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Our first anniversary came and went and we started to give
serious thought to starting our family.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>To make sure everything was ‘ok’, I searched out fertility specialists
in the area and made an appointment with one of the best.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Our doctor found it odd that we hadn’t
conceived on our own yet and under their guidance we started down the rabbit
hole of tests, appointments, medications, and procedures.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This would continue over the next two years,
each month and each procedure bringing with it what would become an all too
familiar sadness and heartache.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We
watched friends and family make pregnancy announcements, post pictures of their
children’s first steps, first birthday parties, first teeth, and their children’s
first time becoming a big brother or sister.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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After the last failed procedure, we sat down with our doctor
to discuss our options going forward.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He
told us that we could continue with the type of procedure we had been doing but
he didn’t see any reason that it shouldn’t be working.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If we chose to abandon that plan, our next
and final medical step would be IVF.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We
were given the details, the enormous price tag, and were sent home to take some
time and discuss it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Joe and I agreed
that we didn’t want to continue to throw money away on a procedure that should
be working.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We decided that we would
move forward with IVF in the hopes that this would help us start the family we
so desperately want.<o:p></o:p></div>
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We scrounged up the few thousand dollars that were needed
for the initial consult and met with our doctor.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A single round of IVF at our clinic can cost
a couple upwards of $20,000 and beyond.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>We are fortunate that our insurance covers a fair amount of infertility
services, but after two years of trying we had depleted that amount significantly.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At this time I haven’t actually started the
injections.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We still need to come up
with a good chunk of money to pay for them.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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We have read some blogs and I have communicated with quite a
few women who have gone through this process before us.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The financial burden that this places on a
couple is staggering so I asked them how they came up with the money.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A common theme was holding a t-shirt
fundraiser.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Seemed odd but we looked
into it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We liked the idea of not just
asking people for money but that if people are generous enough to help us, they
get something in return.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We decided we
would give it a shot which has ultimately lead you here today.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The link listed below leads you directly to our fundraising
site.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There are a variety of shirt
styles to choose from all with our one-of-a-kind #BringHomeBirdie design.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>All profits will go towards our fertility
treatments with the hope of making our dream to start our family a
reality.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We would be so humbled and
incredibly grateful if you choose to participate in our fundraising
efforts.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have a steep mountain to
climb but with your help we know we can get there.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Please feel free to share this link with
others.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Where to get your shirts: <a href="https://www.bonfirefunds.com/bring-home-birdie">https://www.bonfirefunds.com/bring-home-birdie</a> <o:p></o:p></div>
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We are hopeful that one day we will be able to share with
our Little the story of all the people that loved them enough to help bring
them home to us.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Hopefully positive,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Joe and Amanda Gerding<o:p></o:p></div>
Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-47005728859658813582016-05-27T12:11:00.000-05:002016-05-27T12:19:05.566-05:00Father Knows Best<div class="MsoNormal">
Have you ever had days where you feel like you’re on the
edge of bawling your eyes out but you don’t really know why?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you don’t know what I’m talking about, I
envy you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you are nodding your head
at the screen because you know EXACTLY what I’m talking about, I feel ya,
sister.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That’s how my day went on
Wednesday.<o:p></o:p></div>
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My day started out like it always does.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I drug myself out of bed silently kicking and
screaming on the inside (I’ve never been a morning person, y’all) and headed to
the shower.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wouldn’t even say I woke
up on the wrong side of the bed, the day just had a different feeling to
it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I headed off to work, which has been
exceptionally trying this year, and as the day progressed it was as if all the
tiny things that happened throughout the day each put a pebble onto my
emotional scale, slowly but surely weighing me down and tipping the scale down
towards ‘meltdown territory’.<o:p></o:p></div>
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After work I went home and flipped on the TV before I had to
head off to my second job.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I scrolled
through the DVR and selected a recent recording of ‘Outdaughtered’.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you’ve never heard of this show it is
about a young couple, Adam and Danielle Busby, their daughter Blayke, and their
QUINTUPLETS.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yeah, 5 of them, and ALL
girls at that.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve been following their
story long before they were ever on TV.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I have spent a lot of time reading blogs of other women who struggle
with infertility and Danielle’s happened to be one of them.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Their story started a lot like ours.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They got married, after awhile decided they
were ready for kids, tried, and tried, and TRIIEEEDDD, and nothing
happened.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They ended up doing IUI’s for
over a year I believe before they got pregnant with their first.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They decided they wanted a sibling for Blayke
so they started IUI’s again and after only TWO MONTHS they got pregnant again,
but this time with five!<o:p></o:p></div>
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As I sat there watching Danielle on TV with those 6 children
of hers, I was happy for her, truly. All children are blessings but I find
myself feeling a bit different over the pregnancies of couples who have
struggled with infertility.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know the
pain, the work, the money, the struggle of what they went through to get those
beautiful children.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But as I continued
to watch I started to feel that emotional scale start to tip even further as
the thoughts crept into my mind of “We may never experience anything like
this.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is a very good possibility we
will never see a positive pregnancy test, or a heartbeat on an ultrasound, or
the excitement of feeling your baby kick.” <o:p></o:p></div>
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One of the side effects of this wonderful syndrome I have
can be depression.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve been pretty
fortunate as that side effect hasn’t really been a huge issue, but there are definitely
times where I feel like everything is going wrong and I have completely and
totally failed at life and I can’t dig myself out of it. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Apparently Wednesday was one of these times...
all of a sudden that scale broke, taking the flood gates with it and I lost
it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was as if every little thing that
had gone wrong, every negative thought that I had had about work, and the
future, and life that I had let creep into my mind over the past few months all
became one huge rock that had now fallen and I felt completely crushed by it
all.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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I texted my dad who has always been a voice of reason in my
life (whether I’ve always liked it or not is another story… hello high school),
and you guys, I wish everyone had a dad who is as loving, and caring, and wise
as mine.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This is what he told me, “Your
Creator and Heavenly Father knows the answers to your questions.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He has a plan for you and has not forgot
about you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Start asking Him to open and
close doors and provide you peace in your heart.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You have much to be grateful for.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Try to dwell on what you have and are doing
while you seek guidance on what may be next.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Blessings dear daughter. Love you.”<o:p></o:p></div>
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If I thought I had been a mess before that message, you
should have seen me after that.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Crocodile tears… like the kind that drench your shirt, make your eyes
swell, and make sure you can’t breathe for the next two hours.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The part I needed to hear so desperately was
this, “He has a plan for you and has not forgot about you.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What powerful words you guys!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I think we all find ourselves, at some point in
time, comparing our lives to those around us, wanting our lives to be as
wonderful and TLC-miniseries-worthy as those who seem to have it all
together.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have felt all too often over
the past two years that somehow, that big God up there had forgotten about little
me down here.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“<i>Have You not heard our
unending prayers?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Are You ignoring what You
know are the desires of my heart?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Why
have You forgotten about us?!”</i><o:p></o:p></div>
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Isaiah 49:15b-16: “I will not forget you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>See, I have engraved your name on the palms
of my hands.”<o:p></o:p></div>
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And just like that, I felt peace.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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Yeah, I’m still stressing about work, and finding something
I’m passionate about, and what the next step in our infertility journey will
be, but for the time being I’m ok.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve
been reminded by both my fathers that I have not been forgotten, that there is
a plan for my life, and I’m going to be ok.<o:p></o:p></div>
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You have not been forgotten, there is a plan for your life,
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Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-47867796572428790452016-01-27T17:00:00.000-06:002017-01-12T09:36:26.641-06:00Am I Old Enough to be 28?!<div class="MsoNormal">
Today is my 28<sup>th</sup> birthday.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t feel like I’m old enough to be
28.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I sometimes have to do a double-take
at my life. I moved away from my hometown, I live in a house that my husband
and I own, I’m entrusted with responsibilities at work that sometimes floor me,
I’m responsible for keeping another living thing alive (our dog, Ted) and I
have to do my own taxes for crying out loud.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But when I planned for my future when I was younger I had so many
different things in mind than what life has actually brought me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I thought I had nailed down what I wanted to
be when I grew up, that I would be working in a medical profession, I would be
married with at least one if not two kids by now, I would be living in some
really cool city, I would be wildly successful.<o:p></o:p></div>
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What’s that saying? If you want to make God laugh, tell him YOUR plans.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yeah, He must think I’m
hilarious.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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I’m 28 and I honestly have no clue what I want to be when I
grow up.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But maybe that’s ok.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am still able to dream of all the
possibilities, I’m not locked into a profession that I paid tens of thousands
of dollars to be qualified for.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Maybe
one day I’ll be a writer, or I’ll travel the craft show circuit, or I’ll invent
something, or I’ll join the WWE…the book is still wide open.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’m 28 and the hubby and I don’t have any kids other than
one ridiculously adorable fur baby named Teddy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>We imagined we would have had kids by now, but maybe that’s
ok.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have walked through the struggles
of infertility together and I believe we will come out stronger on the other
side.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If we weren’t walking this road I
would have never known how comforting his presence can be during a painful
procedure or after getting disappointing news again…and again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wouldn’t know what it’s like to long for
something so badly and know that there is someone else who feels exactly the
same way.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Someone who knows how excited
you are for others when they announce a pregnancy but also knows the heartache that comes with it. I wouldn’t have met the kind and compassionate
people that work at our clinic, and I wouldn’t have heard from so many
women, ones I know and ones I don’t, who are walking the same road as us and
the ones that have come out successful and give me hope that one day we will
too.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have family that loves us more
than we can imagine and right now that is enough.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’m 28 and I don’t live in some really awesome, exciting,
busy city.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I live in a small town in
North Dakota with one stoplight.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have
3 bars, 5 churches, and a Subway.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There
honestly isn’t that much to do.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But
maybe that’s ok, too.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Because when there
aren’t a lot of places to go and things to do it gives a person the ability to
spend a lot of time with friends.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And
some of the friends we have made in this tiny North Dakota town are better than many you would find in some big fancy city.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Friends that will help you fix the lawn mower
when your husband is gone and you don’t have a clue, friends that don’t
hesitate to loan you their ladder and aren’t concerned about when it will be
returned.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Or friends who aren’t alarmed
when you just walk into their house unannounced, friends you’ll always see at
the school events and games, friends that you know will always be at Wednesday
night ‘ coffee’ even if you haven’t spoken with them all week. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Friends that will sit with you during hard
times and ones that will celebrate BIG with you during the good times. Friends
that you know you’ll spend weekends at the lake with, New Years with, Bison
football games with, random celebrations and Cinco de Mayo with, and
practically every Friday night after a hometown football game.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’m 28 and I haven’t lost the ability to dream of what the
future may hold, something not everyone can say.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have a husband who loves me and is there for
me, something not everyone can say.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We
have a family that loves and supports us and some of the best people we are
fortunate enough to call our friends, something that many people cannot say. Maybe
‘wildly successful’ means something completely different now at 28 than what I
thought it did when I was 18.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If I’m able to say these things that so many
people can’t maybe, just maybe, I’m more successful than I could have ever
imagined.<o:p></o:p></div>
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So to all of you who have loved on me for my birthday, THANK
YOU!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I feel incredibly fortunate to call
you friends and know that I love you, too!<o:p></o:p><br />
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Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-65012226261180730292015-10-02T08:29:00.000-05:002017-03-10T14:25:01.275-06:00DifferencesMy last post ended with the us having another appointment scheduled to start the whole process over again since the last round of meds didn't work. That appointment has come and gone. I was prescribed 150mg of Clomid every day for seven days. That's one of the highest dosages they give so the side effects made themselves WELL known. <i>#HotFlashesForDays </i>This regiment worked so much better than the last one. 12 days after starting this round of meds I was right where the doc wanted me so I could take the trigger shot. <br />
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We decided that we were going to jump straight to IUI for this round. So we scheduled another appointment for two days later. Intrauterine insemination, or IUI, is a process in which the sperm are 'washed'. They separate the good ones from the deformed and bad ones. The doctor then places only the good sperm inside the uterus, giving you your best chances of conception. Joe has affectionately been calling the procedure 'turkey basting'. <br />
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As we were sitting in the waiting room to be called back, I was noticing the different types of people that were sitting all around us as I've done every time I've been there. There was a couple in their late 30's-early 40's, the wife looked kind and caring like she could have been a Sunday School teacher. There was a young couple that had driven many hours to get here and arrived late the night before. There was a gorgeous 20-something African American lady and her tall, dark, and handsome husband. A middle-aged balding white male. There was a couple who were around our age or maybe even a bit younger. The husband had a dark beard, tall stature, and you could tell he worked with his hands while his wife looked like she could have been the captain of the cheerleading squad or a beauty pageant participant. And then there was us.<br />
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As I observed everyone in the waiting room I couldn't help but notice the differences between everyone. Most, if not all, of our paths would probably have never crossed had it not been for this waiting room. We would have never been together had it not been for this one common denominator we all shared...infertility. You see, infertility doesn't care if you're 40 or 22. If you're married or in a relationship, if you spend your time molding the lives of children or if you spend it under the hood of car. If you have blonde hair, brown hair, red hair, or no hair. If you're black or white or if you look like Miss America. <br />
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Joe and I may be a different age, or nationality, or look different than many of the people in the waiting room that day but when you strip away age and hair color or the color of our skin, we're all really not that different. We're all human. Humans who are all fighting for the same goal to create a family that we can love and nurture and watch grow. <br />
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Everyone is fighting their own battles, somebody's might even be similar to yours. Be kind, be patient, and spread some love. You may have more in common with that stranger next to you than you think.<br />
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<br />Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-85748036202640312872015-09-29T08:13:00.000-05:002017-01-11T11:10:33.600-06:00Patience is a VirtueI've never been an incredibly patient person. Not that I necessarily have the shortest temper but for example, if I buy someone a present any earlier than the day of their birthday I have THE HARDEST time keeping it a secret and not giving it to them immediately. It kills me not to just blurt it out and ruin the surprise. Same thing goes for if someone lets it slip that I have a present hiding in the house. I will tear the house apart trying to find it. I've been like that ever since I was little. It's hardwired into me and everyone close to me knows this...<i>and uses it against me often.</i><br />
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It hit me while I was on my hour-long commute to a doctor appointment the other day that maybe that is what I'm supposed to be learning<i> </i>through this whole drawn-out, painful journey...patience. The old cliche of "If God is going to teach you patience do you think He'll just give you patience, or will he give you opportunities to be patient?" <i>Touche</i>.<br />
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I thought back and counted the numerous situations that I've needed patience through the beginning of this whole ordeal. The obvious situations like the waiting rooms, waiting for the doctors, the 2-hour roundtrip drives to and from the clinic. Those ones were easy, I could handle those. I could even handle the 4-5 hour wait to get the test results back each time blood was drawn. <br />
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But it's the harder ones that really started to take a toll. The constant and what seemed to be never-ending wait to see if the follicles (what hold the eggs) were growing, which they barely did over the course of a month until the doc seriously ramped up the dosage on my meds multiple times. <i>(Which in turn seriously ramped up the side effects. SO sorry, Joe :) </i>We weren't even to the point of waiting to find out if the test was positive or negative, we were just at the point of waiting to see when or IF we could try. Multiple ultrasounds and each time hearing the doctor say "We're not quite there. Nothing seems to be happening" was like a punch in the gut every. single. time. <i>Why won't my body just cooperate? Why is it so easy for everyone else? WHY US?!</i><br />
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I drug myself into the office once more for another ultrasound check and finally, FINALLY we were at the point the doctor had been looking for. The meds finally did their job, the waiting paid off, and the prayers worked. The following morning brought a self-administered shot of Ovidrel to induce ovulation and then, well...I'm sure you can figure it out.<br />
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If I thought all the waiting up until this point had been hard, the infamous "2 Week Wait" was excruciating. I literally drove myself crazy stressing over if everything had worked, analyzing every little symptom that I thought I was experiencing which turned out to just be from the meds, trying so hard not to take a test because I knew full-well that it was too early to detect anyway, hoping so hard that all the time and money put into this was going to pay off. <br />
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I wanted so badly for this story to have a grand and happy ending, but it doesn't. All tests came back negative. It didn't work, we weren't pregnant. We knew going into this that the odds of conceiving on the first round of fertility meds were slim to none but that didn't make the reality of our failed attempt hurt any less. All of the dreams and wishes I let creep into my head over the past month were, in a single instant, dead. So here we are, back at square one with a doctor appointment scheduled to start this whole process over again. <br />
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I'm starting to come to grips with the fact that this is probably going to be a much longer journey than we had anticipated. It's most likely not going to be the quick fix that we were hoping for. I've realized that it's not our story that didn't have a happy ending, it's simply this one chapter that was more painful than hopefully others will be. Our chapters will be filled with lots of waiting, lots of meds and doctors' offices, a lot of pregnancy announcements that won't be ours, a lot of heartbreak and a lot of tears. But hopefully at the end of this journey, whenever that may be, there will be that one final chapter of our story that brings the happiest ending. And that will make this my favorite story of all.<br />
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<br />Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-40537280943084634502015-09-23T09:23:00.001-05:002017-01-12T09:36:15.898-06:00Sex, Drugs, and...Not Rock & RollI've struggled over the past year keeping up with writing here. As the projects that are left on our list quickly became the most expensive ones (save the best for last, right?), there just wasn't as much to write about as often. There was plenty going on in life, just not necessarily on the house.<br />
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<em>But surely I can't write about just life, this is a home DIY blog!</em> Reality check. This hobby/project/way-to-avoid-doing-the-dishes thing can be whatever I want it to be. And at this point in time, I need it to be a place where I can just write, about whatever is going through my head and heart. <br />
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So, with that being said...are you ready? Because sh*ts about to get real.<br />
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When I was younger I knew I wanted to get married, buy a house, get a dog, and have kids. Nothing crazy. I never had dreams of owning a Fortune500 company, curing diseases, or living in the White House. I just wanted to be in love and be happy. The things many little girls' dreams are made of. Here we are 20 some years later. I'm now 27 years old, I got married, got a dog, bought a house, I'm in love, happy, but I have not had kids.<br />
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There is this odd phenomenon that happens when you're in a relationship. All of a sudden everyone becomes really curious as to when you'll tie the knot.<em> "So, when are you gonna pop the question?" </em>or<em> "What's taking so long?!". </em>Why do we pressure others into making one of the biggest decisions of their life? I'm ridiculously guilty of this, too, trust me, I won't be throwing the first stone. But don't you think that when a person finds who they want to spend the rest of their tomorrows with, it is entirely up to them when they choose to do it? My husband and I dated for almost 8 years before we got married, trust me, we've heard em all. <br />
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So you've endured the months of "<em>when's the wedding</em>" questions. You've gotten married and now the questions will stop, right? Wrong. There's another really funny thing that happens immediately after you get married. (And by immediately, I mean like, at our wedding reception...yeah.) Everyone becomes oddly interested in your sex life. Think I'm crazy? How many times have you heard someone ask or you've maybe asked <em>"So, when are you two going to have kids?".</em> I know people mean well and are trying to show interest in your life and relationship, but what happens behind a couple's bedroom door is none of your business. We've only been married a short time and we're still young so why the pressure?<br />
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That popular baby question has been a difficult one for my husband and me to field repeatedly over the past few years. There are only a very few people who know the real reason as to why. You are about to become one of them.<br />
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Over the nine years Joe and I have been together there were plenty of talks as to when we wanted to start having children. We had always planned to have at least one solid year after getting married for just the two of us. At the same time we weren't doing anything to prevent pregnancy so if it happened, it happened. As we approached our one-year anniversary the topic of children seemed to be coming up more often than not and with a good 45% of the female staff at our school pregnant, baby fever was putting on the full-court press. Most couples would simply increase the frequency of when they...ahem...try. We knew this would not be the case for us.<br />
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I have known for many years that I have a condition called PCOS- Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. I'll spare you the super-attractive details but in short, it's the leading cause of infertility amongst women. Doctors have told me it will be extremely hard for me to get pregnant without medication and medical help. They were right. We've had two years of "no-goalie-marital-bliss" and as I mentioned earlier, we haven't had any kids.<br />
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Since we wanted to start adding to our family, I knew this would mean adding some visits to the doctor. Numerous visits, many hours in the car traveling the hour to the doctor, blood draws, pee tests, drinking that nasty orange drink for blood sugar tests, ultrasounds, biopsies, more ultrasounds and more blood draws have finally lead to a plan of attack. <br />
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Fertility drugs. 100mg of Chlomid 5x and a self-administered shot of Ovidrel for anyone wondering.<br />
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I never imagined way back when that this would be our reality. That in order to have the children we so desperately want it would involve pills, and shots, and charting, and temping, and praying SO hard for positives, and scheduling sex. Let's be real...there is nothing 'unsexier' than scheduling sex. Seriously.<br />
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But, we are now apart of the 12% of couples whose struggle with infertility is real, and it's in our face, and it's hard. As I'm typing this I took my first official dose of fertility meds so here's to hoping that the dream of that little girl many years ago to be a mommy, comes true.<br />
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<em>I feel like this would be an appropriate time to 'cheers' you with a glass of wine but then I remember that medication, baby-making and alcohol should not go hand-in-hand...in this situation the struggle truly is real, folks.</em> <br />
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<br />Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-91916237126231956272015-07-27T19:55:00.000-05:002017-03-10T13:33:10.784-06:00He Blows My Mind!Joe and I have been married a little over two years, but we've been together just over 9 years. When you spend that many years with someone you kind of think you know everything about them; what foods they love, how they take their coffee, the noises they make when they sleep, the weird habit they have developed where they need to smell everything (everything...it's odd), their laugh, the excited way they yell when their fantasy football player scores a ton of points...you know, EVERYTHING.<br />
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And then, one day, out of blue, your husband and best friend from the past 9 years calls you to the garage to show you something. And <span style="font-size: large;">BAM</span>, he completely and totally blows your mind.<br />
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You guys...Joe MADE THIS! Yeah, my jaw is still on the desk, too.<br />
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This all started because we had been in search of a coffee table for our living room. We looked at every possible store and what we found either wasn't quite right or it was about $900...that's more than we paid for our couch - so ixnay the offeecay abletay (that's "HECK NO we're not paying that kind of money for a coffee table!!" for those of you who don't speak pig latin).<br />
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Joe got all excited that maybe he would just build one so we could pick the design we liked and it would be a lot cheaper. I agreed but in the back of my mind I was a little worried. It's not like Joe or I are master carpenters, that stuff is H-A-R-D! But I went along with it.<br />
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Joe scoured <strike>Pinterest</strike> the internet for some ideas and found one he liked. He holed himself up in the garage one weekend and THIS is what emerged!<br />
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I'm in love with my coffee table and am so completely blown away by how talented my husband is!<br />
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For the step-by-step on how to construct this table, check out Ana White's guide <a href="http://ana-white.com/2012/07/plans/rustic-x-coffee-table">here</a>. We tweaked it a little bit as you can see we didn't do x's on the sides. That actually came about because we didn't have a saw that could cut the correct angle so Joe came up with the current design...crafty, I told you!<br />
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The bottom is painted the same white as our trim and the top is stained with a dark walnut stain and sealer in one.<br />
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I'm off to read a magazine and put my feet up...since I can do that now cuz I have a coffee table :)Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-3835718882556507912015-05-11T13:38:00.000-05:002015-05-11T13:38:17.977-05:00Rip My Heart Out!Our house was built in the 1930's. It has a lot of the cool elements of old houses; taller ceilings, cool wood work, and a beautiful walkway like this.<br />
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Actually, really similar to that.<br />
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Here is a picture I found online from when our house was sold years ago before we bought it. It's blurry but you can see the cool glass bookcases with columns on top. The window you see straight ahead is where the sliding glass door to the deck was put in and the wall to the right was knocked down to open up to the kitchen. <i> Isn't the difference crazy?</i><br />
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But then the previous owners had the gall to RIP. THEM. OUT! They claimed the columns were cracked or something. I couldn't really hear them explaining it over the sound of my heart crying.<br />
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Anyway, we also had to rip the header out of the walkway because when the previous owner replaced it, he didn't use a big enough one and the second floor was sinking. <a href="http://nodaknest.blogspot.com/2014/01/wall-you-need-is-love.html">You can read about that horror here. </a><br />
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We framed out the walkway ourselves and put some rosettes in the corners and called it good. The seams between the boards always REALLY bugged Joe because since our walls are old and no where near straight, some of the gaps were pretty big.<br />
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Then one day, Joe being the Pinterest loving teacher that he is (don't
deny it babe, I love ya for it) he came across this idea to use lattice
strips to create a neat dimensional casing all while covering up the
cracks. <br />
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The seams still need to be caulked (as does everything else in the house) but it looks one million times better than it did before! We love it. For the step-by-step, check out <a href="http://www.thecharmingnest.com/2012/01/diy-door-casingsthe-easy-way.html">this blog.</a> We didn't do the crown on the top because when we put the crown molding on our ceilings, there wouldn't be a enough room between the top of the walkway and the ceiling. We have tall ceilings but we also have tall openings.</div>
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Doesn't it look awesome!? That man never ceases to amazes me!Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-76686667509616125422015-05-08T09:56:00.001-05:002015-05-08T10:10:01.291-05:00You Raise(d) Me Up<br />
Last time I posted I was headed to Fargo for <a href="http://nodaknest.blogspot.com/2014/09/get-up-its-gameday.html">College Gameday</a>. <br />
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Which was an absolute blast I might add... 10,000 people packed downtown Fargo all with a common <strike>hate for UND</strike>
love for NDSU created the most unreal atmosphere. WHEN Gameday comes
back to Fargo (because they said they will and they absolutely love us) I
will be there and you should be too. It was awesome.<br />
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Fast forward like 8 months *yikes!*<br />
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After a year and a half of working on projects inside the house we were both feeling a bit antsy to pay some attention to our poor neglected yard. Joe really wants the interior of our house to look pretty but I know his heart truly lies outside. He wants to take pride in his man cave (coming soon...maybe...probably not, it hasn't been touched in over 8 months), and in the landscaping, and the greenness of the lawn. His father's yard is something to behold so he wants to keep up with Pops. But ours has pretty much just been an eyesore since we bought it.<br />
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Since we bought the house in December, we were not really sure what condition the yard would be in or what kind of plants would grow. Last spring, our first in the house, we came to the realization that the yard was, well, awful. And the plants that did grow were pitiful at best, few and far between, and completely outnumbered by the weeds. We didn't end up doing much to the yard, though. We wanted to give it a whole spring/summer to see what there was and come up with a good game plan of what we wanted to do.<br />
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The few projects we did do last year were <a href="http://nodaknest.blogspot.com/2014/09/do-you-wanna-salsa.html">our garden</a> and adding some mulch and edging to the front of the house. So this year the list is long, and overwhelming, and will most likely be split up over a couple summers. <i>So sorry neighbors, you'll have to stare at the ugly paint job just a little longer.</i><br />
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But there is something new and pretty to look at in our backyard!! Look at these babies! Raised cedar garden beds. Aren't they great?! If you compare them to what our garden looked like just a few weeks ago, it is a MAJOR improvement.<br />
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We covered the existing garden area with heavy duty landscaping fabric which will be surrounded with double-tall landscaping timbers, and then everything around and between the beds will be filled with mulch. The two long parallel beds in the middle will have an arch of hardcore wire fencing between
them (forming a walkway or tunnel of sorts) that the climbing
vegetables will grow up. The part I'm probably the most excited about is SO.MUCH.LESS.WEEDING! All the black area you can see is now area that won't need to be weeded. With all that extra time this summer I'll be able to tackle so many more projects....or spend more time sitting on the deck in the sun with a magazine, we'll see what happens :)<br />
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If you're wanting to build raised garden beds for your own garden, make sure you choose a wood that is going to withstand being outdoors. Cedar is naturally rot resistant so that's always a good choice. The boards we used are actually cedar fence posts that we cut the dog-eared end off of! $1.89 was much better than the $5+ cedar building boards. The corners are just garden stakes. I stapled cardboard on the inside of the beds to keep dirt from spilling through the cracks. The beds all got filled with dirt from a farm field and was shoveled into each bed a shovel load at a time. They'll be topped off with garden soil.<br />
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This weekend will consist of: Me going to <a href="http://iloveecochic.com/junk-market/">Junk Market</a> which is this awesome 2-day<span style="text-align: justify;"> event</span><span style="text-align: justify;"> of the best </span><span style="text-align: justify;">painted, repurposed furniture, beautiful </span><span style="text-align: justify;">antiques, vintage finds, salvaged treasures and handmade </span><span style="text-align: justify;">treasures found in the upper Midwest! It's spread out over 3 HUGE buildings at the fairgrounds. </span> It's literally a big Pinterest-fest as the Hubster so affectionately calls it. I LOVE IT. Check it out some summer if you're ever in Fargo while it's going on.<br />
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And Joe will be hauling the landscape timbers, garden soil, and mulch to finish off the garden beds from Fargo to home. I personally think my weekend sounds MUCH more fun than his but he vehemently disagrees.<br />
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I'm hoping to come home with some great finds, maybe some awesome new piece of furniture...<i>sshhhh!! Don't tell Joe, I've been grounded from taking in anymore furniture!</i><br />
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It's good to be back! See you in another 8 months! <i>Just kidding...hopefully. </i><br />
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<br />Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-89978215896149688892014-09-12T06:30:00.000-05:002014-09-12T10:31:32.058-05:00Get up! It's GameDay!
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Friday you little stinker, I’ve been looking all week for
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We are closing out our third week of school here and if the
first three have been any indication of how the next 34 will go…well, I’m going
to have to buy a bigger coffee mug.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Last school year seemed to FLY by.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
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I’m a tad more excited for this weekend than usual,
though.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you live anywhere near
North Dakota, or if you watch ESPN, or if you have a husband who hogs the TV
from the moment he gets home and constantly flips between ESPN and football you
may have seen that College GameDay is coming to Fargo…again…for the 2<sup>nd</sup>
year…consecutively.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>GO BISON!</div>
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One of our three major colleges (and undoubtedly the
best…sorry I’m not sorry…it’s in my blood) here is North Dakota State
University; NDSU- home of the Bison.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Pronounced <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">B-I-Z-U-N. </i>Don’t
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In Fargo, North Dakota we do three things really well:
farming, friendliness, and Bison football.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You’ll be hard-pressed to find more devoted fans than those
of us cheering for the Green and Gold…and no, we’re not talking Packers here…yuck.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We are back-to-back-to-back National
Champions and have started to turn some serious heads in the football
world.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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The whole production rolled into town earlier this week and
in true Fargo fashion, the town welcomed them with signs, cheers, and painted
faces while flanking Broadway leading the parade of trucks and busses to their
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The hubster and I didn’t go back to Fargo last year to head
downtown for the whole shebang and while we had a lot of fun watching it here
at home with friends, I always kind of regretted not going.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>BUT in an amazing twist of fate,
GameDay is back this year and by golly I’m not gonna miss it this time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m a bit bummed that Joe can’t come
with as he’s got a bachelor party this weekend.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">I’m sure he’ll just be
having no fun at all with his buddies…right.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></i></div>
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A group of us are meeting at a buddy’s house at 5:30
Saturday morning (we’ll see if I make it there that early) for breakfast and
Bailey’s and then are going to head downtown for the filming of GameDay.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>After that’s all done we will head over
to tailgating which is a BLAST and then somewhere to watch the game.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Alas, we don’t have tickets to get into
the actual game (<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">they’re like finding the
Golden Ticket, and if you find one you’ll be paying for it as if it were actual
gold) </i>but the town will be such a buzz the whole day that we’ll have plenty
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GAMEDAY.<span> </span>GO BISON!<i><span> </span></i></span></span></div>
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Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-24781448424876661202014-09-10T06:00:00.000-05:002017-03-09T15:59:00.431-06:00Do You Wanna Salsa?<br />
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";">This was the first summer that Joe and I had been in a place
where we could grow an actual legit garden.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
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along the back of our property.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s a
fairly large plot coming in at 20’ by 12’ which I, in all my unknowing naivety
before this whole process started, thought “<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Well
we could fit a few tomato plants, some beans and peas, a few pepper plants, and
maybe some corn…it’s not HUGE</i>”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m
not sure what I was judging this against I mean, ya, against a football field
you’re right Amanda, it’s not huge but in beginning gardener terms…well, you’ll
see.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";">I started two different types of tomatoes, jalapenos, and
sweet peppers in the house when it was still cool outside.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was such a nerd about it too because
everyday I would come home and check them, talk to them, take pictures of them
and become ridiculously discouraged when they weren’t five inches tall
after the first week.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Honestly, Amanda.</i><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Patience has never really been a strong point
for me…I’m working on it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";">As you can see in these pictures we just had no clue.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Remember when I said that I thought the
garden wasn’t huge?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then why, you may
ask, did I plant enough tomato plants to supply tomatoes for the entire city?...
and for that I have no answer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Having
never grown tomatoes before we had no idea how many tomatoes come for one
plant.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>All of this is even greater
because neither of us REALLY like tomatoes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Ketchup…yup.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Salsa…you bet!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But we aren’t the type of people that slice
one up and just chow down.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I give it the
old college try every once in awhile but I never like it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";">We had been told about this really great greenhouse that’s
just about 20 minutes from us so we headed there to pick up a few other veggies
for the garden and some flowers for around the house.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was having so much fun walking through all
the buildings with hundreds of different plants that we picked up quite a few
additions for our garden.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>After all was
said and done, between the greenhouse and some other seeds we had picked up,
these are what ended up being planted:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";">It snowballed quickly.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Oops.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I planted everything and
sat back and admired my cute little seedlings poking up against the bare black
dirt and waited for everything else to pop up. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">That patience
thing again…ugh</i>.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then it happened.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The gorgeous trees along our property that
totally sold us on the place started dropping acorns and all sorts of seeds and
in the matter of 2 weeks the entire garden was covered in little plants…but not
the ones I had planted…the ones Mother Nature had.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";"> Weeds.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Weeds.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>WEEDS.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Holy Hannah it was awful.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I spent so much time out in that garden
throughout the summer pulling more tiny trees than I care to talk about but it
started to get out of hand. Then we left for vacation and when we got home
we had our own jungle in the backyard.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>By this point in time all of MY plants were starting to produce tiny
little veggies so I said “Screw it”, let the weeds go, and just hoped that my
mother-in-law wouldn’t label me a complete and total failure when she saw
it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Her garden is a scene to behold…it’s
gorgeous.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";">But, no matter how ugly it may have looked out there, our
garden still gave us an awesome crop!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>This is only a sliver of what came out of it and there are still a lot
of plants still producing out there as I type.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";">So, what does one do when one has an over abundance of
veggies?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Make salsa!!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Joe’s parents, his brother and his brother’s
girlfriend came to visit us over Labor Day and while the boys worked on the man
cave, the ladies made salsa.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have
never made salsa or canned ANYTHING so I was stoked to learn how from his
mother.</span></div>
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</span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "calibri";">Slice up tomatoes into 1-2 inch cubes. (We didn’t
remove the skins, they pretty much cooked away).</span></div>
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</span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "calibri";">Dice peppers, onions, and celery.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I used my little Ninja Chop that I got for the
wedding and if you don’t have one go get one RIGHT NOW, I’ll wait.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You need it, I promise.</span></div>
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</span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "calibri";">Dump all the veggies, vinegar, sugar, salt,
garlic, and seasoning into a big pot and cook on low-medium heat for 2 hours,
stirring frequently.</span></div>
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</span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "calibri";">When those 2 hours are up stir in tomato paste
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";">(While that last step is cooking, place
your jars in a hot water bath in the sink.)</span></div>
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</span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "calibri";">I don’t own a big canning pot so in my next
biggest pot we boiled an inch or two of water.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>When the last 15 minutes of cooking time was done we placed 4 of the hot
jars into the boiling pot of water.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>(This is where the hot water bath comes into play so your jars don’t crack
when placed into the boiling water)</span><br />
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</span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "calibri";">Fill each jar about an inch from the top and
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</span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "calibri";">Screw each lid on just enough so you are able to
lift it out of the pot and tighten when on the counter.</span></div>
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keep him from poking the tops.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Pushing
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<span style="font-family: "calibri";">I made two double batches and it made 24 jars so one batch
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</span>The whole process was actually MUCH easier than I had anticipated and
from start to finish only took about 3.5 hours.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>This is seriously a case of “If I can do it, anyone can do it”. No
excuses of no time, it’s too hard, or you’re scared of the jars exploding
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Although it's been a couple weeks since I wrote about a project (find the last one <a href="http://www.nodaknest.blogspot.com/2014/04/how-to-make-cheap-and-pretty-curtain.html">here</a>) doesn't mean we haven't been busy beavers workin away on some others. We've got quite a few projects in the works but this one happened the other weekend!</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Subway tiles, ya'll!</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">We had tossed around a lot of ideas for the backsplash some of which being tin tiles, cracked glass looking tiles, stainless steel, etc. etc. etc. But after perusing Pinterest a while back I came across white subway tiles with dark grout and it was love-at-first-pin. <i>(Can I just take a second here and ask how much your quality of life improved once you discovered the fantastic-ness that is Pinterest?? Unending posts that make you want to workout, bake a cake, organize every drawer in your home, and build a table out of pallets all at once! YES!)</i></span><br />
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Materials</span></u></strong><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: "times";">3 boxes of 3x6 white subway tiles</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "times";">mastic</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "times";">unsanded charcoal grey grout</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "times";">grout float</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "times";">v-notch trowel</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "times";">grout sponge</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "times";">2 buckets for washing away grout</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "times";">3 ft. long stick for anchor</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "times";">1 bag of 1/8 inch spacers</span></li>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">The process started with Hubster screwing a long board to the wall to act as an anchor for the tiles that were behind the stove. This ensured that the tiles wouldn't start to slide down the wall as the mastic was drying. He put it just low enough for one row to run beneath the counter. I didn't want the bottom of the tiles to be really visible when you looked at the stove.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I was all gung-ho about this whole thing until it actually came down to start frosting my wall with this mastic gunk and slapping on the tiles. I did a nervous little dance and hesitated for a good 10 minutes until I finally took some inspiration from NIKE and just did it.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px;">Holding the trowel at a slight angle to its long edge, use a sweeping motion to spread the mastic across the wall.</span> When applying the mastic you only want to work in small sections so it doesn't have time to dry out before you can get a tile on it. I would also spread some on the back of the tile as I went.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> I just kept with this repeating pattern until it came time to cut around the window ledges. It was the most scientific method of measuring that you would have ever laid your eyes on...kidding. It was more of a "hold the tile up, guess where the angle will go, draw a line, cut it out, realize that it was WAY off, and try it all over again" sort of method. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">It's a great thing that grout and caulk can cover a whole slew of mistakes.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">To cut the tiles we bought this great little <a href="http://menards.com/main/p-2224095-c-6599.htm">wet tile saw</a> from Menards. There was a sale so this guy only set us back about $40. Don't worry, you can get your own for only $49.99 right now. BEST investment if you're going to take on a project like this.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">So...spread mastic, press on tile, make sure it's snug against the spacers on all sides, repeat. Thrilling, I know, but it was really fun to step back every few rows (ok, I looked like every few tiles) to see the progress and transformation that was happening.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I made it to the window the first day and then started back up the next day. After everything had been tiled I let it sit overnight so the mastic can harden and create a permanent bond. Each morning I came down and slowly peeked around the corner hoping and praying everything was still up, I didn't want to feel like this poor sap.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">The third day of this whole ordeal brought me to grout. Oof. If the thought of permanently adhering ceramic pieces to my walls didn't freak me out enough, the whole grout-ing process had me equally if not more nervous.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Each section should only sit for about 10-15 minutes before you go and wipe off the remaining grout. As I moved down the wall I kept a mental note of how long each section had been done. You don't want it to completely dry because that stuff basically turns to rock when dry.<i> </i>This part was THE. MOST. FRUSTRATING. part of all. I had never tiled before so I had no idea what to expect when washing the grout off. I thought that after 2 swipes it be good...oh how wrong I was. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">So I dipped the sponge in a 'rinse' bucket and wiped in a circular motion again. A little more came off but now I had dark colored water lines coming down from the grout. I let it dry for a bit longer and repeated the process until it was almost completely clean.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I still have some tiles left to put up around the fridge and all the edges still need to be caulked but I think it is such a great transformation. I love that it defines the kitchen area from the dining area and really jazzes the space up. Now that we've got the tile up we decided we no longer like the light that we had bought for above the sink, so now we're on the hunt for the perfect silver industrial looking lamp. Something along these lines...</span><br />
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I'm thoroughly in love with how it turned out. How about you? Have you done any tiling work that you absolutely adore? Any major mishaps with mastic? Let's hear about it!<br />
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So for the sake of our neighbors, we had to get some curtains. I was a bit intimidated at what it was going to cost because of the amount of windows we have. Not only the amount but 3 of the 6 windows in the main living area are over 7 feet wide. I ended up finding some curtains that I really liked that were on sale plus I scoured the internet for a coupon and found one that saved me an additional $25. <br />
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The excitement of my curtain score was quickly killed as I realized I now had to buy curtain rods for all these windows. If you have ever shopped for extra long curtain rods you will know that they are not cheap! Some of the extra long non-telescoping ones can reach prices of over $100 and we just couldn't afford to buy at least 3 of those for JUST the rod. <br />
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So I started thinking of how I could DIY something to hang my curtains...wire, wood dowels, metal, plastic, pipes. Wait a minute. Metal, pipes...Electrical conduit! This stuff was perfect. It comes in different widths, standard about 10 feet long, I can cut it to the length I need and THE BEST PART....<br />
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I had a lot of Rustoleum Oil Rubbed Bronze spray paint at home that I could use and I found some great finials at IKEA that were on sale. <em>Love that store.</em><br />
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I removed the pricing stickers and painted the rods with Rustoleum Oil Rubbed Bronze. I let them dry for a week to be sure they were completely cured. <em>Ok, I just got caught up in some other things around the house and didn't get back to the rods until a week later. </em><br />
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The finials that I bought came completely apart so I was able to spray paint them in ORB spray paint (Oil Rubbed Bronze) as well to match. <br />
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I used Gorilla Glue Epoxy to attach the disk of the finial to the rod. <br />
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And then use some tape to keep them in place while they dried. I gave them a good two hours to completely set even though the package only called for 30 minutes.<br />
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Curtain rods for our windows that didn't break the bank!<br />
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-Electrical conduit ($3.79)<br />
-Rustoleum Oil Rubbed Bronze (It's between $6-$7 but I already had some)<br />
-IKEA Blast finials (I got them for $5.99)<br />
-Gorilla Glue epoxy ($5.99, I needed this for some other projects as well)<br />
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My wallet and my neighbors thank me.<br />
<br />Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-15069963990202727012014-03-26T07:30:00.000-05:002017-03-09T15:55:45.344-06:00Progress, people...progress<span style="font-family: "calibri";">If I were to tell you that all I want to do for the next few
days is walk around barefoot upstairs would you find me odd?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> I don't even care.</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We got our carpet and it is awesome!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And soft, and cushy, and I wanna roll around
all over it. Which is actually what the dog has been doing ever since it got
put in. That and running circles because he finally has some grip.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It's a pleasant change for him from the
wood floors. I have never been so excited to vacuum in my life!</span><br />
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will want to come visit us anymore because every time they do we put them to
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The ceilings all got fresh coats of white ceiling paint to freshen everything up. The ceilings didn't look TOO bad before, but as soon as we got a little white up there...well, see for yourself. Yuck. The walls all got the same grey paint as the downstairs for now. I've got some working ideas for some accent walls and wall treatments in different rooms.<br />
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Mom insisted on painting the closets since "you don't have to be as careful". We decided we wanted the closets white, but somehow we didn't have any plain white paint. So I ran to the hardware store to buy a cheap can. Apparently Lisbon has the highest class hardware store in a tri-state area because the paint that is in our closets is the MOST EXPENSIVE paint in our house and we bought really good paint for our house. I expected the paint to be made of diamonds, or <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHse6q92lb0">Edward Cullen's ashes</a> but NOPE, not a shimmer to be found. <br />
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Dad and I are both pretty competitive. I believe I got it from him because when I was little he would NEVER let me win at Candyland...the whole "A good lower is still a loser" was ingrained early. And don't think for one second that painting was any different. There was some serious smack-talk ensued. <br />
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The reason the hallway and staircase look half finished is because the bottom half of the walls are getting board and batten, something along these lines.<br />
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We had planned on this anyway but it was solidified by the line in the middle of wall from some wallpaper which had previously been painted over with textured paint. <br />
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We finished most of the painting upstairs besides the woodwork.<br />
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The weekend ended and we had originally been told that our carpet would be installed the Monday right after. Monday came and went, no carpet. Tuesday, came and went, no carpet. Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday all the same. This whole time we had been sleeping on an air mattress in our living room because our mattress was shoved in the bathroom waiting for carpet installation to occur. <br />
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Monday the 24th came and...CARPET! When I went home for lunch the carpet guy was gone so I snuck upstairs to see the status. I was a bit taken aback, I'm not quite sure what I was expecting but this is what it looked like...<br />
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And finally after 3 looooong months, we finally have a bedroom that includes a bed that is off the floor! THIS IS BIG, PEOPLE!</div>
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<br />Amanda {NoDakNest}http://www.blogger.com/profile/03278398496995827234noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6901542179561082009.post-71892685990947854402014-02-26T16:00:00.000-06:002017-03-10T13:31:00.959-06:00Marriage Counseling and Swedish Meatballs<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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The Hubster and I were married this past summer on June 29<sup>th</sup>. It was exactly what we had wanted and to this day is my biggest DIY project that I am
the most proud of...until the kids come along ;) We did everything we were supposed to leading up to the
wedding including pre-marital counseling, we even went on a marriage retreat.</div>
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Pre-marital counseling can evoke all kinds of emotions from
men and women alike.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Men’s most
common <strike>fear</strike> feeling: “I’m gonna have to sit around in a circle and talk about
my feelings all day” while women worry about “Why doesn’t he care what color
flowers the bridesmaids will carry?! Doesn’t he love me?!”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I myself thought that
someone was going to sit there and tell us if we were compatible or not.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>After 7 years together, I think we had
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Now I will say that we were urged to talk about some tough
subjects that I appreciate now but I have come up with the key component that
is and has been missing from pre-marital counseling for decades.</div>
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Are you ready for this?</div>
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I'm not kidding here people.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I came upon this revelation after a recent trip to IKEA
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For those of you who have been living under a rock, <span style="color: black;">IKEA is</span><span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica; mso-bidi-font-size: 13.0pt;"> a Swedish company registered
in the Netherlands that designs and sells furniture, appliances, and home
accessories. This place has everything…literally.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where else can you go shopping for a kitchen sink while
getting an art piece for your wall right after you’ve picked out a duvet
cover and then grabbing some Swedish meatballs for lunch right before you go
pick up your kids from the indoor playground?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica; mso-bidi-font-size: 13.0pt;">It is the Mecca for all homeowners and
DIY’ers the world over.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica; mso-bidi-font-size: 13.0pt;">IKEA tends to strike fear into the hearts of men
everywhere. Joe was no exception when I suggested we head there on a recent trip to Minneapolis.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We got
to IKEA and I struck a deal with the hubster.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“For every 10 minutes we are in here
that you don’t complain you will earn a star.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For every 5 stars you earn, you get a prize.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It sounded good to him so in we
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<span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica; mso-bidi-font-size: 13.0pt;">We strolled through the movie-set like house set-ups
looking for storage solutions and kitchen ideas.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Joe was doing SO well until I apparently spent too much
time in the curtains department.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>He had a bit of a meltdown so I tried to speed it up. Four hours later
we were out after a short pit stop for some fish-n-chips and Swedish meatballs
in the stores massive cafeteria...and because he had done so well he got a big
hotdog after checkout for 50 cents. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica; mso-bidi-font-size: 13.0pt;">Fast forward a week and a half and it came time to put
together our big purchase- the Varde kitchen island I mentioned in Sunday’s
post.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>All IKEA projects go
something like this:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica; mso-bidi-font-size: 13.0pt;">This is the only picture I have from the whole process. Too many other things to pay attention to...like not losing one of the above mentioned 276 screws. </span></div>
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</span>Like I mentioned on S</span>unday it will
eventually get painted to match the cabinets.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But for now we are just enjoying him the way he is and
thanking him for the lesson in spousal conflict resolution.</div>
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I'm talking about painting our kitchen cabinets people. I'm. In. Love. More than the floors but not quite as much as my husband.<br />
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This is a project I knew I had wanted to do before we had ever even found a house. All those poor unsuspecting kitchens out there never stood a chance. I've loved the look of white cabinets for a long time. But since buying brand new custom cabinets just isn't really in the budget right now, painting them was the perfect solution.
I did a lot of reading on different methods for painting cabinets; spraying, rolling, brushing, etc. etc. etc. I decided on using a Rustoleum Cabinet Transformation kit. This kit ran us around $70 and it's supposed to cover about 100 square feet. *supposed to*<br />
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The first thing we did was take the cabinet doors off, take all the hardware off of them, and wash them down. <br />
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With a scrub pad, plastic gloves, and a bottle of deglosser, I went after the doors. This process also does a good job of getting the built up grime off. It was amazing how much gunk came off that wasn't visible to the naked eye beforehand.
This step became a bit old after the 2nd week but I sucked it up because if you skimp on this step, it will ruin the entire project because your paint won't adhere very well.
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Then came painting. I painted the backs of the door first to get the method down- if I was gonna screw up I wanted it to be on the back of the door where no one could see it. The instructions tell you to do one thin even coat, let dry, and then do one more white coat and it is "supposed to" be good. Wouldn't it be nice if projects worked out perfectly the way they're supposed to according to directions?! After 2 coats it looked...bad.
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I was frustrated and a bit panicky at this point because I thought I had ruined the cabinets. Our cabinets weren't bad to start off with. They're actually very well-built solid oak cabinets and I'd be lying if I said no one had tried to talk me out of painting them. But since I was past the point of no return I put another coat on. The 3rd coat pretty much did the trick, there were just a few spots in the cracks that needed a 4th touch up layer. I had heard that the white color didn't cover very well like the darker colors do. We don't have a very big kitchen so if you're wanting to do this in white and your kitchen is bigger, get an extra can or two of bond coat!<br />
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The white bond coat is pretty cool stuff. After painting it, the brush strokes for the most part disappeared. Since our cabinets are oak you can still see the indents of the wood grain, it's not a smooth factory like finish, which also helped to hide any brush strokes that may have been left behind.
Long story short, they got 3 coats of white and 2 coats of protective top coat.<br />
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We also bought new hardware. Adding new hardware is the easiest way to update your cabinets if you don't want to go all out by painting them. We chose the Lansa handles from Ikea. This was an inexpensive update at around $85 for the whole kitchen.<br />
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The Hubster was gone this weekend and I wanted to get the doors back on before he got home. I grabbed the power drill and at 2:30 in the morning the dog and I put them back up. This was not an easy task to hold the door, align the door, put the screw in and drill it all by yourself but I was determined and I succeeded. <br />
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But after a month and half....here is our new kitchen!<br />
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I have to buy some longer screws to attach the handles to the drawers. The drawer fronts are thicker than the cabinet doors so the screws that came from IKEA aren't long enough. And the door that goes underneath the sink...well, that hinge and I are fighting so I'm gonna see if Hubster can fix it.<br />
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Directly behind me in the last picture there is a 7 1/2 foot tall cabinet that will serve as the pantry. We added a toekick to that last week but now we have to secure it to the wall. <br />
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We bought this guy at IKEA. His name is Varde and I think he's pretty neat. This will sit perpendicular to the stove creating an L-shape with the other counters. It will add some MUCH needed storage and counter space. He'll eventually get painted to match everything else but that's not at the top of my list right now.<br />
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Next on the list is trimming out the dining room window, patio door, and walk-thru between the living room and dining room. Joe has about half of those boards primed and painted so he has to put those up this week.<br />
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We will also FINALLY be ordering carpet this week for the upstairs. Then we can move our furniture up there and quit camping out on our bedroom floor. Not that it hasn't been fun but I'd rather keep the camping for all the fun camping equipment we got for our wedding...and for the outdoors.<br />
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